Being overweight

I feel like since I am overweight I am treated quite different. Since I am overweight, I can not be popular, or have as many friends, or even have a boyfriend for that matter. I  know I can change, and I am trying quite hard, to lose weight, not just for those purposes, but because of my health. When you  are over weight just like me, it can cause a hormone imbalance. So that is the main reason I am trying to lose weight. Thereforth, I still feel like I am not a person! I don't feel like I am part of the human race, but just that, I am a dead fly, still trying to hold up through this obsurd world